Saturday, December 26, 2009

Penutupan Blog

seperti blog2 yang lepas..cukup setahun..pertukaran blog..huhu
tp kali ni mungkin utk selama-lamanya..hehe
lawatlah

Monday, December 14, 2009

Exam dan cuti~~

dalam masa 1 minggu lagi, exam!!

fokus2!! kena blaja~~
rajinlah wahai diri..

afta exam, ada cuti 12 hari...
sume pn balik..
aku x balik..tiket mahal...
n x mungkin akan balik...
katakan TIDAK kepada menghabiskan duit parents!!
huhu~~

so, ada cket planning kalau x blk atau x gi mana2

kemas rumah..totally!!!
settle halaman blkg..nk tanam sayur-sayuran~~
n sumting2!!! ~~rahsia~~

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Ya Allah
jika aku jatuh cinta
cintakanlah aku pada seseorang
yang melabuhkan cintanya padaMu
agar bertambah kekuatanku
untuk menyintaiMu

Ya Muhaimin
jika aku jatuh hati
izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati
seseorang yang hatinya tertaut padaMu
agar aku tidak terjatuh
dalam jurang cinta nafsu

Ya Rabbana
jika aku jatuh hati
jagalah hatiku padanya
agar tidak berpaling
dari hatiMu

Ya Rabbul Izzati
jika aku rindu
rindukanlah aku pada seseorang
yang merindui syahid di jalanMu


Ya Allah
jika aku meikmati cinta kekasihMu
janganlah kenikmatan itu
melebihi kenikmatan indahnya
bermunajat di sepertiga malam terakhirMu

Ya Allah
jika aku jatih hati pada kekasihMu
jangan biarkan aku tertatih dan terjatuh
dalam perjalanan panjang
menyeru manusia kepadaMu

Ya Allah
jika Kau menghalalkan aku merindui kekasihMu
jangan biarkan aku melampaui batas
sehingga melupakan aku pada cinta hakiki
dan rindu abadi yang hanya kepadaMu

Amin...

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Gud to Bad~~

awal pagi gk r bangun...terus rasa nk baca buku..rasa rajin..bljr psl mata..tgk physiology dia jer..tp dpt skali yg glaucoma n cataract utk case scenario semalam...dalam 2 jam r gk bljr..pencapaian yg baik...tp lepas tu layan citer cina jer..terus x bukak buku


petang tadi ada kejadian yg x taulah nape..tp aku rasa sakit hati sgt...sepanjang petang hati aku x tenang sampailah ke maghrib...then, aku ambik wuduk n solat maghrib lepas tu baca yasin..tenang cket ati ni walau x sepenuhnya...erm...baru td mama suruh beli tiket blk utk ****. aku pn book r...lepas aku book, aku tgk blk itu tarikh esok..adoi..bengangnya!!! dlm 15 minit r gk bengang...nk book baru xleh lk..then, aku tgk blk ticket tu...kurang ajar tol...tarikh esok tu tarikh booking..yelah skrg dh kol 12...tarikh baliknya betul..naik gila jiwa aku...huh!!

skrg ni masalah kewangan yang teramat...membataskan sume benda termasuklah aktiviti2 dgn kawan2...bukan x nk join..xde duit nk join..sorrylah...tp wt biasa jelah...papa bg tugasan..insyaAllah kalau free, ika g wt...tq papa!! tq mama!!

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

2012 & New Moon

2012


tgk dgn budak2 ni sume ramai2...
mengisahkan cara diorg menghadapi end of the world
banyak babak ttg kasih sayang seorang ayah..n it was good..memang terkesan
dari segi grafik, perjalanan cerita sume ok..ada 1 je x ok..utk bencana2, mcm tsunami, letusan gunung berapi, gempa bumi n len2 lagi...kesan dia pada hati aku x sampai..mcm citer2 sebelum ni..

New Moon

Mengisahkan mcm mana respon bella tu terhadap perpisahan dia dgn edward...overall, jalan cerita, biasa jer...aksi pn kurang banding yg lepas..dia lebih kepada menyampaikan sweetnyer sebuah percintaan itu..n mcm mana org blh berubah atau betapa seseorang tu sanggup berkorban demi cinta diorg...tp, enjoylah gk tgk citer ni~~

Saturday, November 21, 2009

K3EP g0iNg~


People
will keep Talking
but
I'll keep Going

Thursday, November 19, 2009

mY h3aRt whiSperiNg

Terasa
Diri ini semakin jauh
dari KELUARGA
&
dari KAWAN-KAWAN
from bottom of my heart

Sunday, November 15, 2009

c0M3bACk

dh lama x blogging...

busy sgt2...adeih...afta exam block 14, kitorg ada Majlis Malam 1Malaysia
its quite a tired night..i'd got a bad headache that night..

then, a week before that, aku terima jawatan Exco Penerbitan Pusat
byk bantahan sebnarnya utk terima jawatan tu..dari my mom n luvly buddy
diorg tau sifat aku...lg2 bidang yg blhlah dikatakan aku minat ni..diorg takut aku ketepikan study. Tp jgn risau, i'll try my best to divide them properly. n really need support from both of you n other family member n friends to do this.

setakat ni 2 meeting berjaya aku lakukan dgn lancar...hope yg bekerja dgn aku, blh terima cara aku bekerja..i try my best utk tidak terlalu 'bossy' fhm2lah...n YDP Pusat is great..really supportive..tq tau..

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

i'm WAITING....

its been so long..
i'm here all by myself..
don't u ever know that i'm waiting for you
before all these kill my love
plz come n hold it back
i'm so tired waiting for you
all these time

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Heart Of A Mother

One day, a man tempted an ignorant boy with his money to safeguard against harm. So, he told him "bring me the heart of your mother, Boy. And to you i'll give jewels, coins and pearls,". So, he went and stabbed a dagger to his mother chest. After he took out the heart, he went back the way he came. But because of his excess haste, he fell and so the torn heart fell and rolled as he stumbled. The mother's heart called him while being covered with dirt "Son! My Beloved! Are you hurt?!". Suddenly even though the voice was very compassionate, it was as if the wrath of the heavens have fallen on the boy and he unsheathed his dagger to stab himself. A stabbing to become an example for those who heed examples. The heart of the motehr called him saying "Stop your hand and do not kill my heart twice in the same place,".


Stop your hand and do not kill my heart twice in the same place


p/s: ok..its study time..wish me the best!! tq Allah

Monday, October 12, 2009

Al- Fatihah buat nenek tercinta, Zawiyah
semoga rohnya akan dicucuri rahmat
amin...

masih terngiang di ingatan..
itulah yg pertama dan terakhir
kucupan penuh kasihku
buat mek

Thursday, October 8, 2009

everything seems easy to comes out from that mouth

its really hurt me
deep inside
i think i will juz stop walking
it juz too hard to take another step
it so hard to keep going forward
i'll juz stop here for a meanwhile
thinking what i should do
either the road in front or behind of me
or should i juz step aside
doing nothing less or more
coz its really really hurt....

Monday, October 5, 2009

i...n....me



lama dh x upload gmbr..huhu...pic from raya n pak zainudin's daughter wedding



1st day: suddenly had another eid outfit..wear it 1st to match it wif kakcik


3rd eid: this supposed to be my 1st outfit





wedding's night
tudung tu auni punya keje
this is juz the beginning~~


Friday, October 2, 2009

Ya Allah ya tuhanku

Kau kuatkanlah semangat mangsa2 gempa bumi itu
Kau cucurkanlah rahmatMu ke atas korban2 gempa bumi itu ya Allah
Kau permudahkanlah segala urusan bantuan2 untuk bencana alam itu ya Allah
Kau lapangkanlah dada mereka2 yang sempit itu ya Allah
Kau sucikanlah hati mereka2 dari hasad dengki ya Allah
Kau rasionalkanlah pemikiran mereka agar tidak terus menuduh, mencaci maki bnda2 yang x masuk akal ni ya Allah
Kau berilah yang terbaik buat mereka ya Allah
Ampuni aku ya Allah...


Wednesday, September 30, 2009

GUILTY

its my HEART

its my SOUL
its my FEELING
they are juz EMPTY

dIHSpN3lj>l

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

E...M...O....

exam mode : on

Monday, September 14, 2009

PILIHAN RAYA


Congratz to Mohamad Shahir for ur YDP's title!! Hopes u will become a great leader for us..

Congratulation also to Amir Syahmi as our new NYDP.. hopes u 2 can work well together..

To Azlan, don't be sad...mungkin xde rezeki n ada hikmah lain yg tersembunyi..tp teruslah menyokong shah dari belakang utk menguatkan lagi pimpinan yg baru terbentuk ni

n me as ur friend will always support u from behind~~ ^____^

STUDY

Remedial is postponed..
One whole week full of lectures..so tired, but i like it this way..haha~~
My study mood increased lately but my unwell health stop it..adeih
Alhamdulillah i'm healthy again but poor Auni, she still sick~~

PEOPLE

Some people didn't apologize for their mistake but make it worse n i don't think they deserve another chance for apologizing once more. They never realize that each word that come out from their mouth is like a knife stabbing someone's heart.

LOVE

I don't know whats happening right now between me and him~~

IDUL FITRI

Balik M'sia : 17/09/2009
Balik Kelantan : 18/09/2009
Balik Melaka : 21/09/2009
Balik KL : ????
Balik Palembang : 27/09/2009

Thursday, September 10, 2009


Nowadays
There are lacks
of
FRIENDSHIP

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Lepak Umah~~

aktiviti2 aku :


tgk tv
Wadi Unung
movie2 di HBO, star movie, cinemax
Glittering days
ulangan2 konsert..sehati berdansa.dll
makan
tido
jalan2 nk kete ke sana ke mari
main game The Sims 2

blaja?? adelah gk 1 set slide n 2, 3 page..huhu~~

Thursday, August 6, 2009

JeL3s~~

hmm..dh dua minggu duduk rumah..
minggu pertama n kedua berbeza..sbb minggu kedua kakcik n ayie blk cuti
hmm..tgk diorg wt keje..aku jadi jeles..
sumenyer nombor..pengiraan..formula..kalkulator..lukisan..simbol
arghhh..aku jeles dh sedih smpai air mata bergenang je kt mata
tp cepat2 larikan diri dari situ..masuk bilik atau mana2 yg blh jauhkan aku dari tgk sume tu
hmm..aku dh jauh..jauh dari dunia nombor..dunia komputer..bidang kesukaan aku
lihat result kakcik..A..A..B..hmm..
pasti aku juga dpt keputusan yg sama kalau aku kekal dlm bidang tu
tp result aku skrg..C..C..C..C..sumenye C..2 je B..hmm
menghadap buku yg penuh dengan huruf sahaja
melihat bahagian2 badan yg berselirat dgn vena dan arteri
membuat laporan penuh dengan format bagai..
aku x suka bidang ni..tp aku terpaksa teruskan
sbb aku dh pilih jalan ni..aku dah pilih utk berkorban
untuk memenuhi impian ibu bapa..hmm...
aku tau aku blh habiskan pengajian ni
tp aku x tau sama ada aku akan bekerja bersesuaian dengan bidang ni
sbb aku x nmpk bnda tu dalam pemikiran ke depan aku
tp aku sentiasa cuba mengadakan gambaran itu
mengadakan gambaran aku dibaluti dengan kot putih..
tergantung stetoskop di sekeliling leher
mendengar rintihan atau keluhan pesakit
aku cuba..tp aku x janji ia akan ada..
hmm..aku sedih~~

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Nama-namaku

atas permintaan seseorang, sy persembahkan...tadaaa

Klasik Malay Name : Suri

Spanish Name : Soledad (Solitary)

Greek Name : Alethea (Truth)

Star Name : Pavo

Harry Potter Name : Gabrielle Delacour

Transformer's Autobot Name : Afterburner

Transformer's Decepticon Name : Mixmaster

Royal Nick Name : Safiah Atiqah The Smiling Duchess

The Lord of The Ring Name : Eowyn

Princess Name : Safiah Atiqah The Proud, Princess of Peace

Super Hero Name : Acid Gemini

Korean Name : Ae Sook (Love & Purity)

American Gladiator Name : Blaze

Pirate Name : Neptune

Pokemon Name : Magmar

Japanese Name : Aiko

Arabic Name : Jamilah (Beautiful)

Dragon Name : Icefyre

Demon Name : Mara Amy

Russian Name : Svetlana

Pirate's Ship Name : Calypso's Serpent

Hawaiian name : Luana (happy)

Naruto Name : Sakura

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Planning

29 Julai 2009

arini plan nk g lawat maklong..so, msg k ani..k ani kata maklong dh blh kuar arini..oops..terlambat lk..so, g rumah acik je utk jumpa maklong sblm maklong blk kampung. adeih..nape r pale ni denyut2 dari pg td...mkn panadol pn x ilg..angin byk..hmm..glh mndi basah kepala n baring kejap..baru gerak ambik k ani n terus g umah acik...bila dh smpai sana..pnjg r bual..lg2 ade pakcik..hahaha~~wt plan utk sabtu ni..nk g mancing, smbil berkelah..nk bukak kemah skali

hope jadilah..dh lama x kuar sama ni...bestnyer bila bygkn..huhu~~doakan ye~~

Monday, July 27, 2009

Full License


wake up early in the morning
go to JPJ wif Papa


at last, i get my full license
Papa make it last for 5 years..tq papa
its time to race!!!
haha~~
then, juz hanging at home..nothing to do
something happened
quite guilty cause i didn't notice it
poor batriesyia
its a present from Mek
Mek bought it in Mecca special for her
Don't know, its good or not if i noticed it
ketatkan kawalan
i'm on duty!!!

Saturday, July 25, 2009

kitorg nek 'DONUT BOAT'

wake up!! wake up!!
its time for our 1st holiday1!!
mom is busy in kitchen, preparing all the foods
there are 'sambal sotong', 'sambal kicap udang' n 'ikan merah goreng'
got call from k ani..she thought i'm going to visit her mom today
and she asked at what time i'll come
sorry dear, we already planning this for a long time
its really hard to have a family vacation nowadays
after this vacation i'll visit 'mak long' insyaAllah
its time for Port Dickson..there is mom, dad, hazim, kakcik n me
ayie is going to join us also...die dtg dari tmpat dielah kn
sampai je PD, wait for ayie for a while n ayie at last smpai gk
n we had our picnic..a thing that kitorg dh lama x buat for many years
its really nice..tgk org mandi manda...tp kitorg xlah
then check in kt leisure holiday..dl dh pernah dtg cni dgn keluarga bsr
after rest for a few hours..kitorg turun mandi kt swimming pool
dh lama x swimming..n my stamina really going down..haha
then naik bilik, kejut papa..LETS GO TO BEACH!!!
at beach..we had a really nice experience..kitorg nek 'DONUT BOAT'
melambung2 kitorg kt ctu..if kitorg longgar cket je pgg..mmg tercampak r kt laut tu
sambil2 men tu..dapat minum air free gk...'THE SALT WATER'
abes bersih r muka aku lps ni..haha..really nice..
then, at night, we had our dinner at the nearest restaurant..what a nice place
after this, i want to bring my friend here since i'd already had my mom permission
to use her point to stay here..doesn't have to spend money utk penginapan..
enjoy!!!

sambil2 men tu..dapat minum air free gk...'THE SALT WATER'

Friday, July 24, 2009

i'M hOMe!!!!

I'm HoMe!!!!

its nice to be at home again..my mom yg jemput..flight delay td..cian mama tunggu :( huhu~~after that we went to MMU Cyberjaya to pick Kakcik home..she juz finished her calculus exam..hope the result is nice..same goes to my MCQ exam awal pg tadi..hope so~~then we went to KFC at ...(x igt nama tmpat).. its weird..the employee didn't say anything even a single word..juz doing some body sign..i think its because of H1N1 because 1 of the passenger is also doing the same things as them..in the car, i told my mom about that..n my mom point her finger to the KFC's glass wall..ceit..there is a symbol..tunjukkan yg bekerja di dlm adalah org yg ada kekurangan..n td tu sbb die bisu..haha..nasib bek..aku x sound diorg td..x mesra pelanggan..then, we juz straight go back home..n its nice to be at home now!!

this holiday, the 'AZAM' is to study all the basic in medical lesson..then, other things that i'd learned before~~its hard..but i'll try 

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

KepuLaNgaNKu


Menghitung setiap detik yang tersisa
menatap setiah wajah tercinta
pada sekeping gambar kenangan
mengenang kembali memori lama
saat kami mesra menghabiskan waktu bersama
saat itu akan ku kecapi semula
di saat aku menapak di tanah air tercinta
esok hari dengan senyuman yang terukir di bibir
mama dan papa pasti menanti kepulanganku




I'M GOING BACK!!!

Hati dan Akal


Biarlah hati memilih dan akal yang membuat keputusan
hati inginkan kepuasan
akal bertindak demi kebaikan
hati sentiasa mendahului akal
akal tewas tapi kebenarannya pasti bakal terbukti
di saat itu diri mula menyesal
dan itu tiada gunanya lagi
tetapi diri tetap tidak serik
menurut segala kata hati
mengabaikan bicara akal
apabila hati berbicara dengan akal
itulah yang terbaik


Wednesday, July 1, 2009

1st July - My Day~~



They wish me...

from Auni

"happy birthday to my dearest buddy
-ika cute-
hope u'll always be happy
luv u a lots"

from abang

"haha dah makin tua
anyway tahniah dan semoga panjang umur,
murah rezeki dan bahagia dunia akhirat"

from ayie

"Salam, selamat hari jd ke-20
Semoga pjg umur, murah rezeki
and enjoy your life"

from kakcik

"Appy bfday!!
Moga pnjg umo n bhgia slalu....
syg ika! =p"

from Hazim

"Happy Birthday!!!!
semoga pjg umur,
bertemu jodoh yang sesuai
dan juga selalu bahagia
dan sihat di sane..."

from k Ayna

"happy 20th birthday iqa cyg!
eeh dh bsr rupenye bdk kck ni :p
may all ur dreams will cum tru tis yr dear,
insyaallah
muahhs
love you to bits ! :)"

from Cami

"slmt tue slmt tue slmt tue slmt tue
slmt tue slmt tue slmt tue slmt tue slmt tue slmt tue
slmt tue slmt tue
slmt tue slmt tue slmt tue slmt tue slmt tue
slmt tue slmt tue slmt tue
ckup 20x
slmt lahir hari yg 20 ke
anda dh ade 2 kepala
anda mmg tua
hahahaha
semoga lebih diberkati
cepat kawen
hahahaha...
p/s:rajen2 skek mandi
hahaha...
lari!!!"


Surprise


from auni : birthday's night


surprise at Happy Puppy (Karaoke)
thankz Auni for the cake
thankz cami, ayna, huda, sakeen, nadia, tirah, epul, lan, shah n sheghi
for the lovely celebration

Card


From Auni my beloved housemate
(leh goyang2~~1st time dpt kad len dr yg bese ^____^)


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